Pages

Thursday, October 5, 2023

Our 7-Month Mensiversary



Love, I've come to realize, is all about those little things.The night was daunting with its thick blanket of snow and freezing temperatures, but my heart remained warm. Sinan's hand rested on my shoulder as we all prepared to walk to the restaurant. I was shy and unsure of how to react. And when he saw me getting out of the Uber, he rushed over and lifted me off the ground. My heart raced, and I was torn – should I wrap my arms around him? Would he think I was too forward if I did? So, I hesitated. Inside the restaurant, our hands found each other naturally. I could feel the warmth emanating from his soul. Sinan gazed at me when he thought I wasn't looking, and again, I was caught in a dilemma. Should I make direct eye contact or pretend not to notice? My nerves always seemed to get the best of me. 


Later, in the vehicle with his friend Uugh driving me back home, we shared a kiss in the backseat. It had been a while, and I hoped he didn't notice my hesitation. The kisses were sweet and effortless, a testament to the connection we shared. As his friend dropped me off, I couldn't help but wonder when I'd see him again. All I wanted was for them to get home safely, and I silently thanked myself for taking the leap to meet Sinan. What an incredible and memorable night it was. 

Love is indeed in the little things, in the moments that make your heart race and your spirit soar. Here's to many more months and adventures with Sinan.

Monday, October 2, 2023

Adventures in Turkey: Istanbul, Cappadocia, and Antalya



I'm back with tales from our unforgettable journey through Turkey—our whirlwind adventure through Istanbul, Cappadocia, and Antalya. It all started as a sudden suggestion from me, a moment of clarity amidst the chaos of my school situation. The toxic environment had taken its toll, with late payments, bounced checks, poor management, and an irresponsible owner and principal. 😓 It was time for a change. So, one night, I called up Sinan and proposed that we embark on this adventure together. The joy that surged through me when he agreed was immeasurable. 😄 Our trip was a beautiful blend of love, care, and adventure. 


I had the pleasure of meeting Sinan's friends and family, and staying at his home. Spending time with his family was a highlight. His mom, in particular, was a gracious mum, showing me how to create delectable dishes like lentil soup, curry chicken, and that irresistible chili sauce. Sinan's constant eating and nighttime us-time were a delight. 🍲🍴🌶️ Each day came with a packed itinerary, and there were moments when I struggled to wake up in the morning due to exhaustion. 😴 But amidst all that, one morning stands out as unforgettable. 🌄 It was the day we witnessed hot air balloons painting the sky with their vibrant colors. We hopped into a cab, chasing those balloons, and captured stunning photos from a higher vantage point. It was pure magic. Sinan's dedication to waking up at 4 am just to be with me and fulfill his promise of showing me the hot air balloons left me feeling incredibly loved. It was amazing! 🎈❤️ knowing how Sinan helped his friend in our trip further illuminated his kindness and good-hearted nature. Our journey was more than just sightseeing; it was about the bonds we formed along the way. Friendships made the places we visited even more special. 

👫 One evening, we had an incredible dinner with Murret and his sister. The food was beyond delicious, and I may have embarrassed myself by eating more than my fair share. It's funny how good food has that effect! 🍽️😅 


 After our adventures in Cappadocia, we made our way to Antalya to visit Grandma. She's been a rock in Sinan's life since childhood, and I felt truly grateful for her care. Grandma, if you're reading this someday, please stay healthy. We promise to bring our grandchildren to visit you in the future. 🏡👵 This trip was more than I could have ever imagined—a journey filled with love, new friendships, delicious food, and breathtaking moments. It's a chapter of my life that I'll forever hold dear.