Our First Christmas and New Year's Eve

Sinan and I celebrated our first Christmas and New Year's Eve together in Toronto! I had the pleasure of meeting Nancy Yu, Ursula, Cynthia, Kenny, Carol, and an aunt from RHCCC Church. I was overjoyed to reunite with Aunt Sandy and Uncle Wing after a gap of 5 months! They even inquired about our Turkey trip — it's been too long. I miss them dearly; they are adorable seniors.

However, this holiday season, I noticed my love shedding tears lately. Before this, I believed our relationship was flourishing. We were getting to know each other better, cherishing our time together, and overcoming challenges. But, to be honest, I'm uncertain about our path forward. I fear that my presence might be adding pressure. I never expected nationality to be a factor in a relationship.

Dear Lord, grant us the courage to navigate these uncertainties. I truly desire a lifetime with Dudu. I want to cook for him, nurture him with love and care, be his companion, travel together, and shower him with love everyday. At times, I can't bear the thought of him being alone. I want his life to be vibrant with love and color.